Currently Playing Rich Girl [Australia CD] By Gwen Stefani, Eve see related

wow..i cant believe my freshman year of college is already over!! it seems like just the other day i was driving up to college, terrified, not knowing ANYONE! this year has been a blast and i have met some amazing people here...it makes me sad knowing that i wont get to see anyone for 3 wholeeee monthssss.....its gonna SUCK. but i still have some cool friends back in mp that i'll get to see, so that will be fun.

ive come to realize that the people you have known your whole life sometimes change and in the end dont really belong in your life...its hard but im glad that i just now figured that out. i feel like this is how its supposed to be and im not worried about it anymore...i have some awesome friends that would do anything for me and who are always going to be there for me...those are my true friends. i really dont want to spend my life surrounded with people who one week are my friends and the next arent...so ive blocked those people out of my life and it really has helped alot. but anways, enough of that! 

college has so far been an awesome experience for me....i have made new friends, ive actually learned how to wash my clothes, i now know how it feels to be broke, and im a pro at skipping classes. i feel sorry for the people who dont get to go off and experience college because it really is the best time of your life!

well im sitting here with the BEST roomate in the world trying not to distract her so she can study...haha she has one more final and im doneeeee....im so happy! sucks for her though.

so im excited about this summer...minus school. i'll be making some money and going to california and new york, so that will be funnnn. im gonna try and visit lindsay in ft. worth cuz i dont think i can go 3 months without seeing her! haha... i swear, EVERYONE that has been around both of us says that we act the same...its funny cuz we really do talk the same and do the same expressions...haha a lot of times when someone calls and i dont feel like talking i just hand her the phone cuz she sounds just like me....it works everytime.

well im really hyper right now b/c me and lindsay bought some energy drinks so we could stay up and study so im gonna go get rid of this burst of enery somehow! i hope everyone has a good weekend! byeeeeee

Currently Playing We Will Become Silhouettes By The Postal Service see related

yesssss.....i just turned in my exegetical paper and boy does it feel GREATTT! um, ok...tony the tiger???....ive been working on that stupid thing for awhile now. im actually really proud of myself because i started early and didnt procrastinate. i think i deserve a pat on the back....(good job lainey) *pat *pat....anyways, as you can see im very tired because i havent gotten much sleep these past few weeks.

well i leave for mp next thursday...im a little excited i guess. i just dont want to go to summer school and WORK....im so lazy...the definition of summer to me is sleeping in late, doing whatever i want, no school, no job....ha...but thats not my parents definition. i wish it was....

next week is finals....which means i will be staying up till the crack of dawn, which is a usual thing for me...i'll probably be stressed and end up killing someone by the end of the week.... dun dun dunnn dunnnnnn

do you ever wonder what if like the trees and the grass were purple, the sky was yellow, and water was red....i dont know why i thought of that but sometimes i think too hard about stuff...or if we were all animals....ok, i really need sleep.

so i ran out of gas for the first time the other day...it was embarrassing. me and lindsay were just drivin on the interstate and all of the sudden it wouldnt go anymore so we had to pull over and wait for someone to get us gas....so bout an hour later we finally got some gas...sooo if your about to run out of gas, DONT pass a gas station and tell yourself you can make it back to wherever your going...cuz thats what we did.

well im tired of writing so im gonna watch some tv and maybe get some sleep!!! byeeee

Currently Playing Pete's Dragon By Various Artists i love you too see related

HAVE YOU EVER....

 snuck out of the house-yes, out my window SEVERAL times...got caught one time...lol
 gotten lost in your city- um no, its MP...
 saw a shooting star- YES!
been to any other countries besides the united states-yes, Germany...happy dustin?
 had a serious surgery-ew gross...does getting my wisdom teeth out count?
 gone out in public in your pajamas- all the time 
kissed a stranger- lol yeah
hugged a stranger-probably  
been in a fist fight-no, but ive always wanted to hit someone just to see what its like....any takers?
 been arrested- no, but close
 laughed and had milk/coke come out your nose-no, i usually spit it out of my mouth...
 pushed all the buttons on an elevator-yeah
swore at your parents- if i did i'd be grounded for the rest of my life probably
 been in love- yes
 been close to love- yes
been to a casino- no
 been skydiving- oh heck no...im afraid of heights and it would tickle my stomach
 broken a bone- yeah, my toe...tyler hightower stepped on it in the 5th grade
 skinny-dipped- no
 skipped school- yes, i got OCS for it too....it sucked
 flashed someone- nope
 saw a therapist- no
played spin the bottle-yeah 
gotten stitches- noooo way, im so afraid of needles...i'd pass out 
drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour- i dont drink milk unless its in my cereal
 bitten someone- yeah, my brothers 
been to Niagara Falls- no, but i want to
 gotten the chicken pox- well duh, doesnt everyone?
 crashed into a friend's car- haha no, but ive had 4 wrecks with chelsy...
 been to Japan- nope
 ridden in a taxi- no
 been dumped- yes...guys are jerks
 shoplifted- no, i was always afraid the alarm would go off
 been fired- no
 had a crush on someone of the same sex- sick no
 had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back- yeah
 gone on a blind date- um...i guess you could say that
lied to a friend- yeah
 had a crush on a teacher-there was this teacher named mr. lemmons...he had moles all over his face...he was pretty hot....haha kiddin
 celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans- no
 been to Europe- yeah, germany
 slept with a co-worker- um, no
 been married- no
 gotten divorced- no
 had children- no
 seen someone die- does a movie count?
 had a close friend die- yes
been to Africa- nope
 Driven over 400 miles in one day-YES lol
 Been to Canada- no   
 Been to Mexico-no, but my dad's lived there before
Been on a plane- several times
 Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show- whats that?...
 thrown up in a bar- never been to a bar before
 Purposely set a part of myself on fire- who would do that?..
 Eaten Sushi- sick
 Been skiing/snowboarding- yes, skiing...and i fell down the mountain and sprained my ankle....
 Met someone in person from the internet- no
 lost a child-no
 gone to college- yes
 graduated college- not yetttt
  fired a gun- nope...i want to though
 purposely hurt yourself- yes haha
 taken painkillers- yeah
 love someone or miss someone right now-yep
 broken into your own house?- yeah...i didnt have a key
 eaten caviar- nope
 been on a cruise?- no

so...i dont know why i just did that. im very bored i guess...well i hope you all have a great day!

Currently Playing Restored By Jeremy Camp see related

its funny how i always find myself writing in this whenever i dont want to study or do homework...it really is a big distraction for me. oh well, no matter what, i always seem to procrastinate in everything that i do.

well this weekend i finally got to relax and basically do NOTHING...except friday night whenever me and lindsay decided to go "driving around" and got lost. yeah, and then we decided to go to gurdon light by OURSELVES, which was totally stupid. im one of those ppl who like to scare other ppl but whenever im the one getting scared it really sucks. so it takes us like an hour to finally find the place and then we get there bout 10:30...start walking the dumb railroad tracks, trying to find the 7th "tressle", which took us an hour and a half to finally get too...so we get there and wow...nothing special at all...just a dumb light. so by that time im having a nervous breakdown b/c of all the stupid noises i hear...it was horrible. i like cried on the walk back cuz i was so scared and also b/c i was stepping on these sharp rocks with my flip flops on so it was hard to walk. haha i forgot, when we approached the 3rd tressle an armadillo almost attacked us...luckily lindsay had a rock handy and chunked it at its back...haha i think she broke its shell, it was actually pretty funny. but anyways, we got to my car at 1:30 and made it alive...all i know is im never going back, even if there are more ppl....yeah yeah, most of you are probably like making fun of me but i get scared easily so whatever....

well this thursday is chi delta's daisy ball..i think im gonna go solo for this one. zara agreed to dance with me cuz she's going solo also  so thats good.

so i registered for my classes for this fall....yeah, im gonna die....i thought this semester was hard, oh no, i was wrong. i wish summer lasted forever....

im proud of myself, ive been eating healthy for almost a week now and ive been making myself exercise!! being in mrs. dann's wellness class really gets me pumped to start being more healthy...yeah, just thought i'd tell yall that.

well, i REALLY need to study so lindsay is gonna quiz me on my spanish...haha, we'll see how that goes....have a great day! byeeeee

Currently Watching Pete's Dragon (Disney Gold Classic Collection) By Helen Reddy, Sean Marshall see related

havent updated in a while so i think its about that time....well this past week has been one of the worst for me. school sucks (just my classes), fighting about stupid stuff with friends, my parents...blah blah....i dont really feel like going into detail so im just gonna shut up right now!

anyways, so i went home this weekend so i could talk to my parents about everything. i was supposed to go on the kappa outing but that didnt go as planned...im really sorry about that tiny..i'll make it up to you lol

sometimes i feel like all i do in this thing is complain. so as of right now im never going to again....haha yeah right.

so me and lindsay watched pete's dragon last night...haha most of yall have probably never heard of it before...it was one of those movies that i watched like everyday when i was little and fat. its a disney movie that was made in like the 1800's...ok not really...but the dragon was like a cartoon and there were normal people in it..it was really funny. we knew like every song...haha and lindsay even burned the songs on a cd..how embarrassing.

well our hot water is FINALLY on...it was out for like 2 days. thats right, havent taken a shower since saturday so i stink and my hair is greasy...ok thats really gross.

im finding myself just rambling now about dumb stuff as you can see in that last paragraph..so im just gonna watch miss usa or whatever im watching. have a great day tomorrow!